so.. i'm procrastinating, yet again. I have a painting as well as a charcoal drawing due on tuesday. The painting is started...but nowhere near completion, and I haven't even started sketching for the charcoal project. ughhh i suck at getting shit done early. I've had so much time to work on it this week, but I kept putting it off and saying 'I have plenty of time!' And now its 2 days before they're both due and i'm beginning to panic. Eh.. it always seems like I work better under pressure anyway.. even though I get pissed off at myself when I do this.

It seems like lately I haven't had time for leisure painting. I feel like i'm always working to finish this project or that project for class.. but I haven't had the chance to do a painting or drawing just because I want to. It makes me really sad :( And the few times that I actually have found the time.. I wasn't able to come up with an idea. I hate it. Hopefully when celebration is over as well as my DCCC classes... I wont have any projects to do, so I can paint or draw whatever and whenever I want.